When the smiling couple left the young boy with a crumpled hundred-rupee note in his hand, he swore under my breath in English, and then in Nepalese cursed a rain of rabid monkeys upon them. Nothing happened, not one of the scraggly, golden furred louts made a single malicious move towards the young lovers. They just continued to laze in the sun, licking their testicles and eating the scraps thrown to them by the people who saw this country as one huge zoo. Today’s exhibit, Swayanabath: known for the plague of monkeys who maraud around it like false deities. The boy had once seen a fat man feed an entire chocolate bar to one of them; its eyes had been bloodshot and bulging. It had looked mangy in its faltering, decimated coat. It was easy to see that the monkey was going be dead from disease by the morning, but that wouldn’t have shown in the photo taken by the fat mans fat wife, sweating and smiling in the high humidity of Nepal. That chocolate bar had been three times the value of the dirty note the boy now clutched. Continue reading
Futures Thoughts
I look at the world and think;
Do I want to turn the wheel,
Or plough and work the soil,
Or simply sit and hammer steel,
I could fight or flee or toil,
Yet all I think to do is think.
But why do I fill my mind?
Why do I blister my hand?
Where is The answer I can never find?
Then consider the folly of thinking,
We are caught in a system,
I’m trapped and I’m sinking,
That wheel is being turned,
I can hear the steel clinking.
My mind has grown roots
In the very soil that I have dug,
Security, comfort, warmth,
Daily grind is a welcome hug.
I need to break free,
To step into the torrent,
To open my eyes and see.
I know I could fall,
But I could climb so high,
I won’t be dead and buried,
Before the day I die.
So I look at my life and think,
The steel will always clink,
The wheel will always turn,
But the fire that is my life,
Will someday cease to burn.
I want to live and love and learn and lust,
I want to toil and turn and teach and trust.
All this because I think,
And so I must.
The Strength of Africa
Dedicated to Joanne Mackin
Daisy’s heart belonged to Africa. Rayn had it on loan and was holding tight for the time being but deep down he knew her heart belonged to Africa. Africa called to her, there was no love nor compassion, not in the way he felt love and compassion. There was just a deep conviction that she had shared her body with a person of its land, had opened her mind to its rhythm and therefore had claim to her heart. Her body, her life, her love belonged to Africa and she was punished in her absence.
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So much mist swirling around the mountainside, parting only to expose the mass of trees which clung confidently to the slopes. Surely, with such conditions, there must be gorillas. If not I am shocked and vow to travel to Africa and inform the hairy inhabitants of countries to the North with better economies and less disease. They would have to bring their own bananas but small sacrifice, I would tell them, for the grandeur of an Alpine life. I suppose I would have to first consult the cows I have seen grazing on the lower slopes. I am sure they wouldn’t mind.
The cows contradict me, telling me I am foolish. That I can offer all the benefits in the world, replicate the conditions to perfection and still it would never be Africa.
I fear they are right.
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Spiders in the Coffee
Spiders in the Coffee
Message in the apathy
Feed it to the inlaws
Gonna get her pregnant
Child labour chores
Clean the fucking spiders
Where’s the coffee bean?
Tainted by the spiders
Dirty thieving bastards
Stealing all the money
Need to feed my children
Spiders in the coffee.
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